msninjavampire

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Your words,a hammock by msninjavampire, literature

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Your words,a hammock

No, you can't leave me alone why do you do this to me It's sweet that you love her It's cute that you can but you're still the only hand I'll grab when i need to get up Have I lost you Do you still hold me high in your heart do you still love me although we are always apart I can't think straight I never could I do not use this brain I have as much as i should drowning in a salty sea one set up by only me i lay fetal in a closet for hours at a time hoping you were there to take me I want nothing more than a still beating heart but I can't and I won't for these diseases are monsters infections theyve taken a toll

revenge by msninjavampire, literature

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revenge

Not once not twice Have I heard you say I love you so much, don't ever go away You're fluent in lies But it's okay As am I There are secrets I hide The blood on the counter- well that isn't mine That gold gleaming dagger soon to be in your spine This feeling of spite it's impossible to hide I love you I hate you No one else should have this pleasure Of betrayal This immaculate revenge Well let's just pretend I'm practical and perfect most distinguished as they come Not bleak and meek Those petty women have nothing on me For revenge is what I seek You left me to die Alone in the street They told you SHES GOT THE PL

A crimson crusade by msninjavampire, literature

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A crimson crusade

The splice of a knife the pull of a gun bloody murders just so fun as they squeal in pain their soul splitting away scarlet screams spilling unto me im running around on a crimson crusade ask me why and ill smile real wide bearing my fangs dont u are think im sane because all of you people YOURE HUMAN YOURE THE SAME im doing this on purpose im letting you leave im giggling on the surface i love to see you blee im climbing through your window with a crimson cape im no superhero im a person you should hate

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Game of sorrows by msninjavampire, literature

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Game of sorrows

why weren't you kinder? why couldn't I cry in my own home? I thought it was my sanction why must you hit? You gave me nightmares and ruined sunny days I've always wanted to leave but you've made me too scared and convinced me no one would want me home always made me cry mostly because you lay on the couch inside I now cringe at the word Dad.Daddy.Papa.Father. what kind of a monster are you? My memories won't go away. They haunt me and follow me every fucking day. WHY DID YOU MAKE ME THIS WAY? I always feel so small and lame I believe you, no one would want me. I believe you, I am nothing Youre so sick You and your ga

untitled by msninjavampire, literature

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I know I've never met you but I feel like i am floating when your name pops up and I always forget im talking to a stranger because all my thoughts are happy after I thought I couldnt do that anymore I spent all my days lonely saddened by the sun living every day for that tiny rae of sunshine beeming through the fog thank you for taking me away even if its temporary I can't be so sad when I know theres you just a long while away

a dusty figure by msninjavampire, literature

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a dusty figure

I'm living in your shadow trying to get away but you wont let me you turned into me and as long as i am changing you are too i dont want to be seen who am i kidding? I really do But I can't be I cant be because there's always you so lithe tall and skinny with the same personality I am nothing but a chimpanzee thats why im a shadow always second best only seen by the bearer I try so hard to keep myself alive I'm not even seen I'm not even heard my words are all but empty Im living in your shadow and when i close my eyes theres darkness and when i open them its still there it wont ever go away Im living in your shadow

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Your words,a hammock by msninjavampire, literature

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A crimson crusade

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Game of sorrows

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a dusty figure

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United States
Deviant for 15 years
She / Her

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My Bio

IM AN OTAKU
I LOVE TO COSPLAY
I LIKE LITTLE CHILDREN (JK)
JHONEN VASQUEZ IS AMMMMAAZZIIINNGGG
I HAVE A ZUNE THAT LOOKS LIKE A TURD BRICK AND CAN KNOCK PEOPLE OUT!

Im random,like very random. Im a yaoi OBSESSOR.
I ATE ALL THE DINOSAURS. I love lolita and emilie autumn

Current Residence: in my shell
deviantWEAR sizing preference: fitting
Print preference: chiller?
Favourite genre of music: ROCK: )AND JROCK miyavisama GACKTSAMA TM revolution Vidoll,Plastic tree Mcr Dc4c,TBM,MSI,80'san
Favourite photographer: Ana maria standaloriou
Favourite style of art: HORROR?
Operating System: charles
MP3 player of choice: ipod
Shell of choice: anything but mine
Wallpaper of choice: JTHM?
Skin of choice: one that screams insanity
Favourite cartoon character: GIR,HARUHI SUZUMIYA,L BILLY AND SQUEE
Personal Quote: "Beware!"

Favourite Visual Artist

Jhonen Vasquez

Favourite Movies

labrynth,moulin rouge,donnie darko

Favourite Bands / Musical Artists

MCR,The birthday massacre,MSI,Emilie Autumn,Dazzle vision,miyavi,shojo lolita 23Q

Favourite Writers

Robert frost,Emilie autumn

Favourite Games

LEFT4DEAD

Favourite Gaming Platform

DDR MAT

Tools of the Trade

hammer, knives and a fountain pen

Other Interests

movies,anime,writing,music.eA

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msninjavampire

Mar 28, 2010

kindness.

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:3 I am happy.

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msninjavampire

Mar 8, 2010

i think im DOWN with the sickness

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weyull im sick i feel likeshit. sooo IM WRITING AN INTERNAL EFFECT SIDESTORY about MOMOKO and how she killed her parents and then they ended up haunting her because well they wanted to and if you kill family they can do that. but any whooo i gotta mention this ITSSS A LURVE STORY and not yaoi and i like it so far HAPPY SICK CHICK

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msninjavampire

Feb 21, 2010

Manifest-O-s now made with real delusions!

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ugh people have been lying to my face again and again. and then the realization that im just a pillow. Im prolly one of those animal shaped ones too >.> Yesterday I went to a sanskrit singalong it was alotta fuunnn i feel like a hippie. I ran downstairs as fast as I could when I remembered we had Guacamole in the fridge,so i just played withit in a bag. I OFFICIALLY LOVE GUACAMOLE,in a bag. manifestations of my mind have also come to play recently, and frankly I dont find it weird that Ive been seeing this scary little taxidermed birdie with its eye drooping out and covered in its own blood (and others)talking to me. HA! I tell you one