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Your words,a hammockNo, you can't leave me alone
why do you do this to me
It's sweet that you love her
It's cute that you can
but you're still the only hand I'll grab
when i need to get up
Have I lost you
Do you still hold me high in your heart
do you still love me although we are always apart
I can't think straight
I never could
I do not use this brain I have as much as i should
drowning in a salty sea
one set up by only me
i lay fetal in a closet
for hours at a time
hoping you were there
to take me
I want nothing more
than a still beating heart
but I can't
and I won't
for these diseases are monsters
theyve taken a toll
theyve made me want to die
when you made me push to live
but i dont have you anymore
and i could never hold you
but without your body and just your words
you had cradled me
and made me safe
but now this life i just cant take
revengeNot once not twice
Have I heard you say
I love you so much, don't ever go away
You're fluent in lies
But it's okay
As am I
There are secrets I hide
The blood on the counter- well that isn't mine
That gold gleaming dagger soon to be in your spine
This feeling of spite it's impossible to hide
I love you
I hate you
No one else should have this pleasure
This immaculate revenge
Well let's just pretend
I'm practical and perfect most distinguished as they come
Not bleak and meek
Those petty women have nothing on me
For revenge is what I seek
You left me to die
Alone in the street
They told you
SHES GOT THE PLAGUE she has is, she does
Save me from that brothel
Poison my ears
Every word a drop of honey so sickly sweet
Married me, you did
But when you learned that lie
My past lover had told you
You looked me in the eye
YOU WHORE look what've you done! You planned to infect me but ha! You thought I loved you I barely did
Those words those word
A crimson crusadeThe splice of a knife
the pull of a gun
bloody murders just so fun
as they squeal in pain
their soul splitting away
scarlet screams spilling unto me
im running around on a crimson crusade
ask me why
and ill smile real wide
bearing my fangs
dont u are think im sane
because all of you people YOURE HUMAN YOURE THE SAME
im doing this on purpose im letting you leave
im giggling on the surface
i love to see you blee
im climbing through your window with a crimson cape
im no superhero
im a person you should hate
hollowI lay empty
lost inside me
fear ravages at thy soul
a lonesome facade
If i dare close my eyes
will i wake on the other side?
Can reality hear me
will they despise me
as much as i do?
each being as flawless as the sun
But can they see
hollow little me?
Game of sorrowswhy weren't you kinder?
why couldn't I cry in my own home?
I thought it was my sanction
why must you hit?
You gave me nightmares
and ruined sunny days
I've always wanted to leave
but you've made me too scared
and convinced me no one would want me
home always made me cry
mostly because you lay on the couch inside
I now cringe at the word
what kind of a monster are you?
My memories won't go away.
They haunt me and follow me every fucking day.
WHY DID YOU MAKE ME THIS WAY?
I always feel so small and lame
I believe you, no one would want me.
I believe you, I am nothing
Youre so sick
You and your game of sorrows
Im so scared
IM ALWAYS SO SCARED
I wish you were dead
I want you to pay
for making me this way
because now Im so sick with sorrows
untitledI know I've never met you
but I feel like i am floating
when your name pops up
and I always forget im talking to a stranger
because all my thoughts are happy
after I thought I couldnt do that anymore
I spent all my days lonely
saddened by the sun
living every day
for that tiny rae of sunshine beeming through the fog
thank you for taking me away
even if its temporary
I can't be so sad
when I know theres you just a long while away
a dusty figureI'm living in your shadow
trying to get away
but you wont let me
you turned into me and as long as i am changing you are too
i dont want to be seen
who am i kidding?
I really do
But I can't be I cant be
because there's always you
so lithe tall and skinny
with the same personality
I am nothing but a chimpanzee
thats why im a shadow
always second best
only seen by the bearer
I try so hard to keep myself alive
I'm not even seen
I'm not even heard
my words are all but empty
Im living in your shadow
and when i close my eyes theres darkness
and when i open them its still there
it wont ever go away
Im living in your shadow
and there shall I forever stay
no life without lovei once had a heart and then one night it went rather tart
i woke up with a start my chest no longer heaving yet i still felt like i was breathing.
i assume it was the angels teasing,
i was not dead nor alive for some strange reason i hadnt survived the night
i say this because i now see with different eyes
i was frightened i was scared i was bitter i was numb
but then i remembered there is no life without love
have you ever noticedHave you ever noticed that when you cry alone you wantsomeone to be there
but you pushed them away because you wanted to prove you were not weak
In the end theres always that one person who tries so hard to push youforward
and they never truly leave your side
Have you ever noticed theyre that invisible person that brings forth calamity as you cry
well you've still got time, so at least try to notice
Starlight kisses and bed sheet hugsMy teeth are
and my eyes
hold dark pockets
because of all
the late nights
I let the starlight
and my bed sheets
because I realized
you never had,
you never would.
Our Wings Flutter And SingOur Wings Flutter And Sing
my feet graze texas plains
southern currents hitting my back
and my body is left
as my soul follows what feels right.
my arms spread wide,
eyes closed and
i let the thought take me away.
i love this cliche
because i have wings with you.
i can fly because of you.
and no matter how many times
i scribble your name as a title of this poem,
i can never mutter it enough
because i’m addicted
to how it rolls off my tongue.
i miss you when i wake up,
when i sleep, when i dream,
because at least there
i wave in the morning
and kiss you through the night.
even departures there feels like
i’m leaving my home
to return to my house.
i think of you first and last,.
of your yawn and laugh,
how you scrunch your nose
and your little grin
even when you try to refuse it.
and i know you hate smiling in pictures,
but i make it my mission
to make you smile as much as possible.
i love how you keep your hair to one side
with the part in the middle.
i love how the l
some things are meant to be brokeni snatch at dog-eared love letters,
molded and mashed together into
a string of mismatched desires,
revolving around you.
love is a dystopia—-the never-ending cycle
of unrequited i-love-yous,
little white lies,
and carpe diem whispering,
“life is too short.”
we romanticize the beating heart,
if it walks pretty and talks pretty
it’s obviously a strung-up puppet but—-
—-just maybe you can sew him up, the craft
of needle and thread to stitch a real boy.
i breathe against the windowpane,
tracing tales of the boy with wild eyes
and a wicked heart on the frozen mosaic glass
framed by the need to save you.
when it’s over i’ll morph
into a hollow shell of a girl, waiting
for a starry-eyed boy to
wish me back to life and—-
—-just maybe we can be real together.
of goodbyeyour eyes
are painted with the saddest
I have ever seen
with the shade of sunset
and its tangerine gleam
those eyes, my love
are painted with
the colour of
if we were to never speak again.In silence absolute
I almost forgot you,
I almost remembered to forget
you, lonely afternoon
of naked breath,
the softness of sunset
as it rakes along my skin.
The nonchalance of the sky
almost unbearably falters
an outbreak of tears
weigh down my hair
memory of your touch,
memory of your heart,
eyes blinking through the rain
glimpses of turquoise-
blue souls dancing, but
not quite entwined.
claws into my brows,
furrows the flesh
rivulets of thought
that tear through my nervous system
cellular tinnitus, reverberations
in my spinal column,
raising mountains from
my body, darklight clouds
ghosting in the peripheries
of my vision
memory of your touch,
memory of your heart,
a lyrical tattoo
of ripened countryside
a vibrant concerto
washed between us
tidal colour drowning,
from your sweet humour
to my aching sternum
the cliffs fall away
and autumn breaks in upon us,
auburn sorrows of light
AdulationI can't take a breath
without thinking about you
when I do
it takes my breath away
every day my love for you
grows more intense
my need for you
you are as vital to me
as air and water
a smile from you
sends me to nirvana
saps my strength
every waking moment
is spent thinking of you
revolves around you
nothing makes me feel
so happy and alive
as being with you
you give so much
my heart, soul, loyalty
are all I have to offer
these you have
want them or not
I am so in love with you
my only fear on this earth
is that of you leaving me
my world would crumble
but with you near
I can survive anything
BellsNote how we've never really touched,
how only our elbows grazed each other in the darkened theatre.
No intentions, never;
only accidentals that skewered the phrase.
But darling, if I have ever not craved your chewed down fingernails grazing my cheek,
the memory has been long lost in a time of happier melodies.
I Write to a Lover Who Doesn't ExistYou must've noticed how I was left bleeding
Because all you could do was stare
At me with those gemstones you call eyes.
We danced around bookshelves in the mystery section
Pretending not to notice each other
And ignoring the fact that our eyes kept meeting.
I wonder now that if we'd danced in the romance section
Would we have still ignored that part of ourselves?
And after all, aren't mysteries ment to be solved?
You must wash your hair with sunflower petals and pomegranate seeds
Because your aroma is that of a goddess
And I was attracted to you as quickly
As if you had called my name.
Would you call my name?
And would you say yours as well
Because although I have a feeling you go by Aphrodite,
We have not yet acquainted ourselves.
UntitledAs the eyes of a demon run swiftly down your curvaceous figure
As the hands of a demon stroke your soft body, soft as a whisper
As the nose of a demon breathes in your wild scent,
As the lips of a demon gently kiss your cheek, so content
Your intelligent, glowing eyes mesmerize him, whisking him away into another creation
The softness of you on his body makes his breathing quicken
Your nose nuzzling his face reddens his face, your breathing a vibration
He pulls you into his arms and holds you in a soft embrace
You return the favor of curling into him, stopping all time and space
He pets your feline body and you purr, purr, purr...
comaticIf I could dream for a thousand years
I'd somehow still end up here
because in my sleep I dream of home
and you're the closest thing I'll ever know
As long as I'm beside you whether we end up in heaven or hell
my puzzle is complete because youre the only other piece
I'll dream for what will seem like a thousand years to me
I'm sure it will seem like a month or two for you
Because im asleep yet awake, i cant quite escape
I really want to communicate but i'm to busy
im to busy being lulled away by your symphonic voice
its the only thing that keeps me alive
im sorry im sorry im sorry im asleep
but when i wake up youll have my soul to keep
Inspector Wolf The old lady was dead. I could smell it before I even got into the house. The whole place reeked of adrenaline, sweat, fear, copper and steel. He’d dropped her right in her living room. Chopped and chopped until she stopped moving. But I could tell I was getting close. This had been done in a hurry, and the killer didn’t have the time to clean up after himself like he usually did.
Across the room, the phone rang. The shrill sound set my teeth to grinding, but I ignored it. Instead I followed the killer’s bloody footprints into the back bedroom. He’d climbed out the window. If I hurried, I could catch up to him and end this disgusting spree he was on.
Then the answering machine kicked in. “Hi, Gramma! It’s Red. Sorry I’m running late. I kind of lost track of time. But don’t worry. I packed the picnic and I’m heading out the door right now. Love you.”
She’d been expec
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